Lots and lots of things to be done...

Midi - nearest assignment deadline is next week, test is also next week (argh!!!)
MTV - dued on week 15
PERF - next week is my solo presentation on fri, and we have performance after our holidays...
REMT - assessment is next mon!!! argh! We have to perform that day!!! Drums!!! Oh...
MUST - test and presentation both on week 15
BUMS - music camp, got to find time to talk to Jimmy about talking to Dr Tan

This is funny...

http://www.craigslist.org/about/best/sfo/60286784.html

Haven been blogging recently. Too busy to update my blog. Firstly, the training for the amphitheatre lights and sound have started. It made the few of us go mad (namely the year 2s). Haas. Too shag le...

Next week will be a buzy week. By right it should be slacking week, but not for us. There's DVPT, BUMS, REMT, and the training to think about. And I am only talking about those that I remember. I still have things that I don't remember but have to do.

Been really busy to hang out with my baby recently. Next week we'll have a lot of time together - hopefully.

I still feel sian about having to dance for DVPT's MTV. I am really uninterested in dancing for our MTV. Regreted singing for it. I should have rejected it when they asked me to sing that song, then I wouldn't have to dance then. Too bad it's a group project. But like always, I want to be able to do it at least to a certain standard. I definitely don't wanna look like shit on the MTV. No hairbands, no two ponytails - it's so NOT ME! Keep me simple please. I am doing all these just because it's a group project and I try to suit the group, but not too far.

Anyway, I feel so tired doing all these man. The most funny thing is Pei Ling ask me on friday, "Pearlin, you bu shuang we all doing this is it?" LOL... What a word to use... Not bu shuang, is sian... I rather see actions than words. Talk too much cannot do also no use, it's still equal to zero... But at least they not as bad as no actions at all lah... But I think we need to learn to work fast. And I think we really need to learn to talk in a "politically correct" manner. It's really important. But she not bad lah. At least smile when she's saying that. But her face and her words dun match. LOL.

LMAO. Laughing is the best remedy man. I still believe in that. When you learn to laugh at things in life and yourself, everything becomes much easier. But I still can't get my perfecctionalism totally off me. But I guess it's good to stay like that too. At least I get things done, or I'll be damn slack. Be forgiving to others and strict on yourself, I am making myself fufill that... I have many responsibilities in life. That's what I always remind myself.

Damn sian... I really dun wanna dance for the MV... Even those that can dance well are asking the dance club people to help them do the dance in their MV. I dunno how we are going to pull through without disgracing ourselves. I still think it's a very bad idea.

Have been really too busy to update my blog.
Saturday - tuition
Sunday - project day for DVPT
Mon - inventorising for amphitheatre equipments
Tue - got lightings training tonight

LOL...
So tired...
I want my baby...

Yesterday's dinner was so good. We had popiah made by ourselves. Mum is just so funny. We haven't had a dinner with the whole family together for a very long time. When there's mum, sis and sly together, you get lame... Haas...

I am just so disappointed with a fren.
I still feel disappointed now.

Ystd's trip to clementi and playing of pool with audy and mandy was really really fun. I laughed till my stomach muscles ache. It's the first time I've played pool laughing all the way. They are just so funny. And hopefully they are alright now. I really want them to be friends again. If I find a chance, I'll try to get the video of mandy's funny stuffs on my blog. Should have taken some photos ystd. LOL.

Sylvester was being a bad boy ystd. stayed in the arcade for so long playing dota. Naughty boy =). I still love him anyway. He's my boy. Haas.

I was a good girl ystd. I reached home, bathed and sat on my bed and did music theory. Haas. And Then I went to sleep.
They funny thing was that I woke up at 7am by myself today without my alarm clock. =). I am such a good good girl. I deserve to get a very nice treatment today. =)

Got to go learn drumming from my drum teacher (Evan) tml...
Haas... Hopefully, I wake up...
I still dunno how to get to his place though...
Cant remember..
Haas

Grace showed me a few MTVs of "The Corrs" today.
It was great!
I didn't know of their existence at all till today.
How ignorant I am...
My classmates make me learn so much =)

Amanda rocks man!
All those who missed her performance ystd must regret it...
She stole the limelight of every performer ystd...
She's so hot, sexy and sensual...
I shall post the photos when I get my hands on them...
It was maddening...
Rain and Mel got gaga over her...
Screaming like little girls over something they really like - they are so cute.
You should have seen them.
Amanda makes me feel like taking Drama for gems... But I dun think I have the chance to do so though. =(

I love my friends, especially DMATters. =)

As long as we wish for safety, we'll have difficulty pursuing what matters.

Just the first week of school and I am getting a little tired already.
We've got so much stuffs to do this sem.
And right after this sem, it's internship.
Oh, how fun.

We're gonna have less time for each other now.
What's more, our timetable clashes during our breaks.
It's no longer like last sem where our breaks are together.
I no longer have the mood to eat during lunch breaks.
So sick of school's food.
Think I am gonna get thinner this sem.

Im MIDI lessons now.
Cant understand what Spicer is trying to show us.
All the weird electronic music that isn't musical in the normal way - no tempo, no rhythm, no musical notes, nothing.
Some of them are even hurting my ears.
Argh...
It's so hard.

I dun think anyone could really understand them.
All the mordern music....
I have the feeling that I wanna pull out all my hair!!!

WE'll have to learn Chuck now...

someone commented that I have not blogged for a long time.
So here I am...
Haas

I am in school now for MIDI!!!
Can u believe it?
The class that I always skip...
Haas

The weather is so hot today.
Wished that I could have worn shorts or skirt instead.
It was so tiring walking up the stupid hill.
The worst thing is that my GEMS is at the extreme other side of the school - T1!!!
Argh... Wished I looked carefully when I chose my GEMS...

many things happened recently which made me look at life even more differently. Things are the same but the way I look at them is different...

I miss the old days when everything looks simple to me.
Things are either black or white.
But things are so grey now.
It seems like the older I grow, there are a lot of things that I can't seem to know what's right and wrong.
I wanna go back to being young.

REally.

haven't blogged for a long time...
we were threw assignments yesterday the first day of school...
so sian...
i might need to learn drumming too...
this might be fun though

anna is talking about assignments the first day we meet too
sian...
tired tired...

I am watching "he is my master". Just so funny man... Haas...

Done with REMT, left with MUST test, MIDI and performance diary...

Have been extremely extremely busy and tired...

I forgot our 6th month anniversary on the 20th July...
It's the second time I forgot about it...
I feel so sorry...
But anyway, it's the thought that matters right?

Supposed to stay in touch with some ppl but also apparently unable to do so cos by the time I'm home, it's 11pm+++...
Been so tired lately that the moment I'm home, I fall asleep within 30mins of reaching home on most days...
Sly's really tired too..

The performancce at esplanade on 25th is finally over...
I did not do very well, played a wrong note...
But everyone else says that it's nt bad...
I think everyone isn't exactly happy with their own performances...
But in other ppl's eyes, it's nt bad...

Fell ill on mon night...
Running a fever at 38.7 degrees celcius...
Bounded to bed for the whole day of tue...
Was chased onto bed everytime I try to sneak down...
But I still thank him for taking care of me for the whole day when my mum's not around (he didn't go to sch)...

Did a marketing plan presentation for Melilea on thurs night and they say it was great...
Maybe I' born a speaker... haas...
The newcomers said that it was a great speech...
The old birds were stunned...
But I wasn't too please with my own performance..
Could have done better if they gave me more time...

Glad that Azlina and Rain like the product and feel good with it...
Hope Grace's doing well too...

Tests and assignments due dates coming soon...
MUST, MIDI, PERF, REMT...
I'm in for more...

Been too tired to blog for the past few days...

Met someone on thursday and I learnt something new again.
Glad we're still friends...
And glad that you've found someone you love again =)
I had a nice day with you...

Friday was like a love crisis for DMAT yr two ppl...
Saw 3 girls cry on that day already...
One went well after that - so glad for you =)
To the other two, you guys still have us by your side...

Saturday I met up with Grace, glad she's a litle better...
But I lost my ATM card that day...
Luckily, I found out in time and cancelled my card...

Wanted to blog last night... Haas...
But I was too tired that I fell asleep on the sofa when I just reached home...


i took a very very slow walk home yesterday.. about 60=one step (music ppl should know how to read this)...
and I thought about a lot of things along the way...
I've got lots of people to thank...


I wanna thank si ru for being there for me all my life. I can't rem anytime that I didn't know you =). You're my best friend ever and you'll still be...

I wanna thank my first bf for letting me know what's first love...

My sec sch "bi**hes" for letting me know about girls and their betrayers - they are damn good at it. Girls who wanna know how to betray and still be a "friend", please ask them...

My sec sch friends, both guy and girls, especially py & the NA ppl for believing in me that i am neither a bitch nor a les...

Shaun who taught me that when guys say "I will change!", they normally won't. No point spending time and giving yourself hope that they well. Use your time for other stuffs girls. There are better stuffs to do...

Ping Wu, who set a standard for the other guys in my life. You were a good bf when we were together, but after that, you know lah... You also taught me other stuffs about life too in the hard way, but I still wanna thank you for it - you've made me learn..

Wei Shan and all the GLs that made my day during the stupid GL camp =)... I love oyu all... The camp was shit but knowing you guys kindda made it a little better...

Some of the gal DMATters (Audrey, Amanda, Ginny, Rain, ST, Vivian, Chloe, Serene, etc), you guys brighten up my life.

To the guys also, you guys made me realised that not all guys are bad =)... Special thaks to those who pushed me and supportted me when I needed it.

Min Ru taught me that sometimes when you think that you really understand someone, think again and search again, cause you probably don't...

Felix, who also set a standard and helped me realise what I want. That made me able to define a standard that I want from my bf so that I won't go into relationships that doesn't go the way I want to... And it's thanks to him that I met my baby now. =)



All the others that I've yet to thank, it's either I forgot or I still haven done it.
You can tag me to remind me about it =)...

Funny...

Today's quite funny for a change.
And I seem brighter today...
i seem to understand and do what spicer is talking abt during midi though I've not been in midi class for a very very long time...
I just can't help skipping it...
Kim commented that I was finally here...

Today's really funny...
But the funny thing is that I can't remember what's funny...

I think it's BUMS...
Before BUMS, we are all gathered in the class talking about bums...
We always get questions like "do you have BUMS today?"
We usually reply, "we always have our bums..."

We talked about managment contracts today...
Mandy came in late and by right, will owe everyone in class $6 judging from the time she came in...
Jimmy gave her a really good discount - $1 each...
Which is $17 to the class fund...
He asked me (the class rep) to collect...
Do anyone thing that I will be able to get money out from her?
Especially when she gave me a very big hug after that and look at me with puppy eyes saying "Pearlin, you are a very good class rep right? You are very good to me."
Say bye to $17 class... ...

Oh, I remember the funny thing now...
When Mandy said that she has no money to give, Jimmy said "I don't care if you go prostitute yourself, you still have to pay the $17."
The whole class was shocked lah...
Jimmy always have stuns...

Am very tired today.
No idea why.
Didn't go for ren cai ban today again.
Can't do my presentation in time...

Saw Felix today...
Many commented that he looked 30+... haas...
Especially when he had the golden chain on his neck...
Damn funny (i mean the way mandy said it)...

Ask Rain to help me record my song yesterday during REMT.
Thanks so much Rain!
And thanks Xiang Yi for letting me use the studio time.
Hope you completed what I planned to do yesterday.

Going to help Amanda and Audrey record their DVPT later.
Think it'll end up really funny.
You can always expect lots of crazy stuffs with both of them around.

I went to the Moberly karaoke room with them for two hours yesterday and it was so funny.
They practically played like primary school kids.
Haas.
Thay chased all my troubles away.

Sly's now sleeping beside me while I blog in the library.
Might me going with Mandy and Audy to watch "transfomers" later.
Mandy said I promised yesterday to watch.
Hope it wouldn't end too late.
Thankfully MUST was cancelled today.

Went over to give his mum a facial today.
Was very glad that she like Melilea's products and is very encouraging of him being in the business.

George Teo asked today who is happy of his or her life.
We put up our hands.
I am painting a very nice picture of my future.
And I love the way my life is going now.
I am glad he is too =)

Now I finally realise what's needed in a good relationship.
100% from both sides.
Accepting and RATHER THAN accomodating.
Love is to accept everything of your partner.
And NOT requesting them to change.
A good partner will also know what u want and try to change yourself to his/her liking.
Love will lead to commitment and responsibility. (George Teo)

My baby is so smart! Hee...
But I'm not gonna let you guys know why...
LOL...
I just love him so...

Damn sian...
I'm feeling so tired...
Like gona fail sick again...

Finally came back to school after 3 days.
Tml not coming also...
Haas...
One whole week and I only came to school for like one day, or to be exact 4 hours.

Anyway, got lots of stuffs to complete during the 2 weeks.
NM is dued first on 13/6.
BUMS dued after the 2 weeks.
MUST too, i think.
DVPT too.
REMT dued in aug, but I need to fight for the studio. So i need to start fast.
MIDI undone also.
PER I think nothing, hopefully...
As for any others, I don't wanna think now...
Shack is the word...
Really not in the mood to do anything man.. Sian...

Managed to do some chord progresions in class just now.
But it's not much also...
Hopefully I can use it well with MIDI or REMT.
But I am quite proud of myself though.
Quite suprised that I can do chord proggresions.
Haas. What a dumbdumb...

Hopefully, I can do more work later on when I get home.
Maybe I'll go on the aircon and try to do some work. =)

Vesak Day

Well, vesak day was sadly spent on the bed.
Stupid cramps
Amanda asked me to join them to Sentosa but I thought that Amos was coming so I couldn't go.
But apparently, he went over to his aunt's instead.
So I spent a whole day at home doing nothing.

Thankfully, there was still someone to humour me.
Haas.

Don't feel like coming to schol today de.
But I also dunno why I am here already.
With someone sleeping beside me.
Haas. Pig!

So sweet of him.

Like always, he came to have breakfast in the morning. Haas.
Then we looked at my emails together and played some games.
After knowing him, I am finally playing some games. Haas.
He then went to sch at 11 plus.

I left home for sch after that.
When I was packing my bag, I saw a packet of tissue on my bed.
It was so sweet of him.
My house has ran out of tissues and he knew that I needed it everyday.
Love him so much man...
He's such a darling.

E-learming was tiring.
Don't know why I am feeling so tired recently.

I completely left out midi's e-learning man.
Shit.
I didn't even know it existed.
Haas.

I can't wake up in the mornings.
And I haven gone to give tuition for a few weeks already.
I'm gonna go broke soon.

Midi's presentation tml and I haven done a thing.
A lot of people haven too.
I haven started on performance diary and we have a solo performance coming uop soon!
Oh man!

I want my baby.

Accompanied him to school.
Met Mandric on my wa to gombak station.
He didn'tsleep last night due to playing scales.
Can I do that?
I don't think so.
Perhaps that's why I am still so poor in music.

I should force myself to take time out to practice.
It's time to catch up.
I can't stay on the same spot and not grow especially when I've so many competitive people in my course who wants to go in the music industry too.

Anyway, Sly came to school for a game testing session.
And I am now at the library doing my work and blogging.
Just completed posting my music theory work.

Stop here for the moment now.

The Graduation Performance is finally completed.
The stage manager post is finally off. YEAH!
These two days were realy tiring but I had fun.
It was quite an achievement... Haas...

Anyway, thank goodness Sly was there with me this few days. Haas.
It's so fun. Though he might be bored.

Haas. The performance went quite well.
Groups were able to change fast and get ready to perform.
The songs were still quite well done overall.

Special thanks to everyone who have helped make this performance a good one.
Especially Joanne and Xiang Yi who did a lot of running about and video taping for
me.

Next, all the people who have helped in the transporting of stuffs. I was so happy to have lots of you to help. I was so worried that it would be like last year with so little people.

Also, not forgetting those who were performing. Time was used to rehearse, thanks for making time out and following my schedule as closely as possible and allowing me to make cahnges. It saved me a lot of trouble.

Lastly, to my MCs. Good job. It was a very last minute thing for you guys. Thanks for taking up the job! It was great.

*For those that I've failed to mention, thanks for everything =)

The stupid students of SP

I went to Comtech to ask for the place where I can configure my notebook settings to use the sch's wireless network.
They then asked me to go to T2248 which I didn't even know existed...

When I reached there, the students set out to work on my com immediately.
They took a really really long time (half an hour perhaps) to try to find the network from my com.
They then went to configure my other stuffs settings.
Then they unistalled some stuffs and that include my acer orbicam...

I seriously have no idea why they wanted or NEEDED to do that.
Something's wrong with their brain.
PEA BRAIN maybe...

So, I had to reinstall everything all over again cos I have no idea what they have unistalled...
Seriously, the school shouldn't be as cheap as this.
They should have proper staffs to take care of such issues.

P.S. They were following notes to configure the settings but they still failed terribly.

I still trust a professional or my own friends better...

Graduation Performance

The performance is on next tue during e-learning week...
I just realised the stress of being the stage manager...
I wonder if the schedule will screw up...
Hopefully it doesn't and I can get everyone up and down the stage happily...

To all yr 2 DMATters, if I acrew up, forgive me...
Haas... But I'm quite sure with Spicer around, I wouldn't...
Anyway, all the best to all who are performing (including me)...
Hopefully I get all the harmonics right...

Other than the performance, I've got tons of stuffs to complete by this weekend...
One is the performance on Sat and Sun...
Other than that I've to start on my network marketing report...
The worst of all is that I've to get my REMT e-learning done by this SUN...
OMG... I'm gonna die...
And midi's presentation is on tue (another performance to think of)
My brain's seriously gonna burst! haas...

But, I have a stress reliever... HAAS...

Why anti-DRM?

I just can't understand what these people are thinking...

I didn't know that there was this stupid thing going on, even in our school.
It's just stupid.

If there wasn't DRM to protect the singers, composers, and all the others who does music and media stuffs for a living, there wouldn't be much of them left.

Look at the drop in the number of sales in albums now.
It's all because of these anti-DRM people who gets stuffs for free.
Who's going to support the talented people to go on doing things that they are good in?
Who's going to be responsible if in the future we are only left with shitty songs to listen to?

I am definitely NOT anti-DRM!
This will most likely go for all the DMAT people.
Why will we support it if it will come but to haunt us later when we go into the society in work in these industries?
What if all our songs don't sell because one person buys and everyone else gets it.
Wouldn't we have very little of royalties even for a hit song?
We need a living too man!

These anti-DRM simply only care about themselves.
It doesn't affect them as must as those in these industries they are causing harm to.

He did my blog for me!

I'm so touched...
He spent the whole time when I was having music theory to help me changed my blogskin...
And the thing is, he's nv touched blogs before...
Hee...

Anyway, my blogskin has finally changed...
Special thanks to Sylvester! Hee...
My tagbox was also changed!

Mon is the due date for DVPT...
I don't have much of an idea yet still...
OMG...

Mother's day coming soon...
I'm thinking of making something for mum...
Going shopping tml for the appropriate stuffs...
This year shall be a special one for mum! =)

We had a talk yesterday and got to know each other better...
The talk was a emotional one, but it was enriching...
In a way that I got to know him so much better...
And I feel closer to him now...
I think it made us love each other better now...

Went to the library just now and found interesting books...
Now I really feel that we are doing stuffs together...
Haas...
He went to look for maya books too...
Missing him...

Argh...
Still unsure of what to do for the grad performance...

Sian...
Slacking during REMT class now...
A lot of assignments undone...
Dunno what to do...
Dunno how to get started...

Lesser time to fit my tuition into my schedule now...
But I need money to survive...
ARGH...

Hopefully I see something coming out from this tight schedule...

Still, I love my life...
Haas...

Went out with ah ru and bi shi today...
Haven been out with them for so long...
I'm so delighted...

Though we didn't do much, I really enjoyed the time spent...
We did lots of chatting and actually that's all I need...

Went to take neos and I think I look v fat...
Haas...

Anyway, I love these two frens of mine...
They are great!

Happy New Year to all! =)

Haas... Was up the whole night... Now my energy is draining...
Anyway, I still don't feel like it's new year yet...
Haas... Being in poly with a different ending of the year feels different...
Watched korean drama for the whole night with my mum ystd...

I must control my diet this new year...
I mustn't eat everything I feel like eating anymore...
If not I'm gonna gain lots of weight this time round...

The end of the semester was really busy for me at home.
Tuition, being a relief teacher, spring cleaning, etc.
Thank goodness there was sly to help me out.
He helped me drill holes for the new blinds I've bought for the living room windows!
He's so strong man... Haas... Sexy...

I had JAE duty on valentine's day...
Thankfully it was the morning slot...
We went out after that...
Also went to have my hair trimmed on that day too...
It was a really nice day too even though it ended early...

15th feb was the nicest day of all...
It was so special...
But I'm not gonna say why though...
Haas... It's our secret...

Blog till here for now...
I really need to find time to change my blogskin.

My back's hurting again...
Ahhhhhhhhh...

I haven been blogging for sometime.
Not that I am too busy to blog.

Anyway, wanted to go to the zoo ystd de.
But everyone except royston aren't free.
So it was called off.

Completed my midi ystd.
Handed it up and then we went to eat.

5th GM has been moved to the 12th.
But..................
I just found out that I have JAE duty on tt day!!!
Sobs...
Doing duty on V day...

Assignments are killing me...
I am so tired now.

I wanna slp but cant.

Had recording today.
Sly went with me.
Recording was my best ever.
My mates were all shocked.
But it was thanks to them also.
I noe my diction's bad.

But it wasn't just my diction tt improved.
My voice was nicer too (or so evan said).
Maybe it was cos he was there.

Can't slp now.
Going to buy some drinks ltr.

Who cares about the calories and rashes anymore.

Maybe not going to sch tml.
Depends whether I get drunk.

I love him tons.
But I hurt him tons too.

Maybe I should let him go?

Nv... dun wanna think le...
Drinks might make me feel better.

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