It's the Small Things that Matters

What the hell is wrong with the running of some organisations? Politics is so damn clear in there. It's f***ing screwed up! Damn... At times like this, I wonder what the hell is up in the minds of the people up there. So much about what they keep preaching... It's time they look back at what they stand for and what is happening right now...

Vera took her pride away at 6:48 PM .

LOL... I dropped 2kgs in 2 days...

Vera took her pride away at 9:23 PM .

Ok... I have been asked to update my blog... And so I shall because I don't have a mind of my own right now...

Life's been great at work. Wonderful colleaugues and work environment with a small gym area. I am the youngest in the lot and I get pampered by them all... With someone to buy me tea everyday, something I enjoy so much... But nothing's special going on... I need somthing to ignite my life... Something interesting :)

Sly's going into army next month... I can't bear to let him go... Not my baby... May the 2 yrs be a quick one... And I shall find many things to do during this time...

Vera took her pride away at 9:54 PM .

Life's been a struggle for some of my friends and it pains me to see that happen. I know how it feels like to struggle to break through your burdens everyday. To wake up and tell yourself that you need to walk on despite it all... I know... And I'll be here for you. Juest stretch out your arms to me, I can't help if you dont'...

Vera took her pride away at 11:56 PM .

For anyone of you wondering where I've disappeared to again, I have not died. I am back to work for 2 weeks already! Haha... Guess I really can't bear to stay homw for too long. It kindda makes me feel useless :P

Anyway, I work till 5.30pm everyday, so I can meet up with you guys! Chloe & Audrey, ask me out pls... :P... I wanna go to a concert soon. I haven't been to one for so long that I miss catching one!

Milli, Zaki, I still haven't met you guys. Please find an evening for me pls? Haha... Kindda miss school mates and hanging out mates. Ginny, you are one of them too! And Siew Ting, where's my long awaited GeLare? :(

Haha... Anyway, hope life's great for all of you who cares about me! :)

Vera took her pride away at 9:02 PM .

I went to do relief teaching at a student care today. Some of the students are so cute, handsome or pretty... It makes me wonder if I really don't want any kids in the future... Perhaps I do. And perhaps I wouldn't even mind staying at home to take care of them and home school them... LOL...

A lot of my perspective in life has changed and is changing. I think it's all part of growing. I remember my dream when I was young. It's to find a prince and marry him, and also be a psychologist. Haha... So much have changed since then... Oh, how I miss the days when there were no worries. Haha... Dream on... :)

Vera took her pride away at 9:14 PM .

I am quite irritated with myself. Slacking is one thing, slacking without aims in life is another. I know I always push myself too hard, but I don't know how not to. I am so irritated that I can't find the concrete aims in my life right now. I hope I find it soon before I drive myself nuts.

Had a sleepless night yesterday even though I was quite tired. Something is bothering me but I have no idea what. I need to get out and going soon. Staying at home ain't doing me good.

I find life without any aims useless and not worth living. I will not submit myself to that. NEVER.

I should get myself another good book to read now... And a nice cup of coffee perhaps. I have been thinking about the cute kitten all morning. It's amazing that I kindda miss it. LOL...

Vera took her pride away at 1:29 PM .