I guess I am not the kind who constantly blogs about their life. There's been lots of ups and downs these few months. Grandparents aren't doing well, school's started and I now need to think of ways to save more, everyone's getting on with life and I don't have time to follow up on all of them... I am still the procrastinator I was from the start of the year, but I'm slowly trying to change all that, one step at a time.
I need to find time to do music and heal my soul. Find time to do things I actually like doing, do something stupid and laugh at myself once in a while, catch up with friends and talk about nothing of concern at all... Time to write some songs too, to remind myself of how much I actually do like it.
I am actually less of a loner recently. I got to know new classmates in school (yeah!), Sharon (in macro's class), Woon Shan (in CF), Alex (in MSM), 巧妙 (in FR, and yes, her name is really special, she was the first I got to know among the 4).
Went to sengkang with Sly yesterday for his 审查. Had to buy a shirt in a short time, luckily there was metro at compasspoint. My hp died on me and I had to wait for him at the control station for like 20mins, without means to contact him. LOL. That was an experience of a decade... You can't imagine the wash of relief I felt when I finally saw him. And that set me thinking, what was I feeling every time I saw him? I think I stopped noticing how I felt for a long time... That has to change for us to feel the same bond I think?
Ok, enough procrastination, back to my readings...
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