Thursday, August 28, 2008

I recieved an email from a friend today and this is what it says:


Dancing With God


When I meditated on the word Guidance,
I kept seeing 'dance' at the end of the word.
I remember reading that doing God's will is a lot like dancing.
When two people try to lead, nothing feels right.
The movement doesn't flow with the music,
and everything is quite uncomfortable and jerky.
When one person realises that, and lets the other lead,
both bodies begin to flow with the music.
One gives gentle cues, perhaps with a nudge to the back
or by pressing lightly in one direction or another.
It's as if two become one body, moving beautifully.
The dance takes surrender, willingness,
and attentiveness from one person
and gentle guidance and skill from the other.

My eyes drew back to the word Guidance.
When I saw 'G', I thought of God, followed by 'u' and 'i'.
"God, 'u' and 'i' 'dance'."
God, you and I dance.
As I lowered my head, I became willing to trust
that I would get guidance about my life.
Once again, I became willing to let God lead.
My prayer for you today is that God's blessings
and mercies be upon you on this day and everyday.
May you abide in God as God abides in you.
Dance together with God, trusting God to lead
and to guide you through each season of your life.
This prayer is powerful and there is nothing attached.
If God has done anything for you in your life,
please share this message with someone else,
for prayer is one of the best gifts we can recieve.
There is no cost but a lot of rewards,
so let's continue to pray for one another.
And I Hope You Dance


I am not a christian but I do believe in God (a person with different names in different religions). And I extend this prayer to all my friends and loved ones.
Always look at what you have left. Never look at what you have lost. - Robert H. Schuller

Thursday, August 21, 2008

I look at some of my old friends now and I think, "Holy crap, I don't like how they are turning out to be!"
What do you feel when you see this picture?

Monday, August 04, 2008

Not really in the mood to do anything recently, but all the assignments are dued soon. So I am back to remind myself:

tml - PAM report dued
thurs - meeting jimmy for music camp
fri - GEMS report dued
next wed - POD dued, arranging dued
next fri - MUMI dued

I am so screwed...

Friday, August 01, 2008

I guess I've been trying too hard. I guess I've given too much. And I guess that it's true that when you give someone something, they'll ask for more. And I've got no more to give. I am drained.

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