haha.. lots of stuffs happened but i had no time to blog...
so here's a summary...

Firstly, it's bye bye to Hong Xi and welcome single life! haha..
Back to being single again!
Haha... Turn one big round but still back to square one...
Relationship is so boring and tiring...
MAN! I just don't understand them!!! Argh!!!
No one's suitable for me... Haha...
"Lonely. I am so lonely. I have nobody. On my own."
Haha... Tiring sia!

Anyway, I found a daily 8 hour job during the holidays.
So everyday is work, work, and more work...
But the boss, the lady boss and my store manager all very nice to me!
Haha... So happy...
I am so lovable! *(don't puke, it's true k! Haha!)

My life's very enriching now!
I am meeting up with my friends after work,
or i'll be home with my family,
or i'll be giving tuition,
or i'll be at my religion classes...
Haha...

hAVE been stucked in the lad doing my MIDI assignments these days... Keyboard test on thurs... I am in deep shit... Haha... The second time I tried out the electronic sax today... And we have a performance on sat afternoon! I don't know how I am going to do that man... Anyway, sat night would be alumni's band performance... Need to wear black with some red assessories...

Is this a silent break? I seriously don't know, or is this a cooling down period? Most likely the first choice bah... Should I be sad or happy or should I feel nothing like I am doing now? Apparently he don't love me and I don't feel much for him either yah? He haven't contacted me since sat but neither did I... Haha...

So where's the love I am looking for? I guess I still have to continue looking isn't it? Haha... Where's the one that's for me?

Just completed my math assignment which was dued last friday... Haha... So guilty.. A little disappointed with myself today. I scored 77/100 for Ear Training test today. I heard that there were people who scored 98. So sad. I really must buck up to survive - no more slacking le.

Tml's MUST test, I am going to chiong tonight. Jia you, jia you, jia you! Haha... I can do it de!

Why is it that I feel so lost and lonely. Is relationship sucidal? I saw this online somewhere.


I think I am being really sadistic... Haha. Probably going back to my oldself le bah. I am feeling so lonely.



Having lots of mood swings ystd and today. Just feel like hiding in my bed and stay there the whole day. Ahhh...

Shit... I just realised that lots of stuffs are needed from us for music theory.. We need ear training stuffs in music theory too... I am in deep shit now... It stands 20 marks of the whole paper leh.

Suddenly had a bad flu during MUST just now... Sians... Damn tired... Dun think can make it to mo fan ban tonight le... Really need to buck up for music theory and ear training... Argh... So stressed...

Just got to know someone new today... Yong Lian... Funny guy... I love the colour of his hair, so nice... Haha... It's so contrasting with Evan's black hair... Haha... And Evan kept on introducing him as His "ba gua" colleague... Haha...

Haven't complete my math which was due last fri... Tml's REMT assignment also haven't completed... Next week's MIDI assignment haven't touched yet...

DIE LE... I wanna catch some sleep now... Feeling very drowsy from flu... Later got to complete REMT and study for MUST test on fri...

Haven't been blogging for a while... This was a terrible week-so glad that everything's finally over... Firstly there was IDEA final presentation, and two other test... Next week also got two test... And they are the ones that I worry about - Music Theory and Ear Training... Argh! Hate it..

But the good thing is that for our course people, next week will be our last week... Wahaha... And that's when other course are studying their heads off... Haha... I think that should be the case for Hong Xi too bah... Haha...

Just here to blog so that my blog wouldn't rot... Argh... So sian... Having test later... It sucks... Just browsed thru what I've learnt in class... Not really in the mood to study...

Forgot math practical was at 12pm... came into class at 1pm when the teacher was about to leave... And I still didn't notice until another lecturer came into class to announce that her class is beginning soon and we had to leave...

Very tired and blur today... Just like a zombie walking about... Haha... So afraid I will screw up my test later sia... No mood for anything... Just fell like chilling out and slacking... Later hope got time to chill bah...

Min Ru having fever... Poor girl... My bf also having a cold... And I just recovered this morning... My head still feeling heavy right now...

I wanna go and my lunch and catch some sleep le...