Have been extremely extremely busy and tired...

I forgot our 6th month anniversary on the 20th July...
It's the second time I forgot about it...
I feel so sorry...
But anyway, it's the thought that matters right?

Supposed to stay in touch with some ppl but also apparently unable to do so cos by the time I'm home, it's 11pm+++...
Been so tired lately that the moment I'm home, I fall asleep within 30mins of reaching home on most days...
Sly's really tired too..

The performancce at esplanade on 25th is finally over...
I did not do very well, played a wrong note...
But everyone else says that it's nt bad...
I think everyone isn't exactly happy with their own performances...
But in other ppl's eyes, it's nt bad...

Fell ill on mon night...
Running a fever at 38.7 degrees celcius...
Bounded to bed for the whole day of tue...
Was chased onto bed everytime I try to sneak down...
But I still thank him for taking care of me for the whole day when my mum's not around (he didn't go to sch)...

Did a marketing plan presentation for Melilea on thurs night and they say it was great...
Maybe I' born a speaker... haas...
The newcomers said that it was a great speech...
The old birds were stunned...
But I wasn't too please with my own performance..
Could have done better if they gave me more time...

Glad that Azlina and Rain like the product and feel good with it...
Hope Grace's doing well too...

Tests and assignments due dates coming soon...
MUST, MIDI, PERF, REMT...
I'm in for more...

Been too tired to blog for the past few days...

Met someone on thursday and I learnt something new again.
Glad we're still friends...
And glad that you've found someone you love again =)
I had a nice day with you...

Friday was like a love crisis for DMAT yr two ppl...
Saw 3 girls cry on that day already...
One went well after that - so glad for you =)
To the other two, you guys still have us by your side...

Saturday I met up with Grace, glad she's a litle better...
But I lost my ATM card that day...
Luckily, I found out in time and cancelled my card...

Wanted to blog last night... Haas...
But I was too tired that I fell asleep on the sofa when I just reached home...


i took a very very slow walk home yesterday.. about 60=one step (music ppl should know how to read this)...
and I thought about a lot of things along the way...
I've got lots of people to thank...


I wanna thank si ru for being there for me all my life. I can't rem anytime that I didn't know you =). You're my best friend ever and you'll still be...

I wanna thank my first bf for letting me know what's first love...

My sec sch "bi**hes" for letting me know about girls and their betrayers - they are damn good at it. Girls who wanna know how to betray and still be a "friend", please ask them...

My sec sch friends, both guy and girls, especially py & the NA ppl for believing in me that i am neither a bitch nor a les...

Shaun who taught me that when guys say "I will change!", they normally won't. No point spending time and giving yourself hope that they well. Use your time for other stuffs girls. There are better stuffs to do...

Ping Wu, who set a standard for the other guys in my life. You were a good bf when we were together, but after that, you know lah... You also taught me other stuffs about life too in the hard way, but I still wanna thank you for it - you've made me learn..

Wei Shan and all the GLs that made my day during the stupid GL camp =)... I love oyu all... The camp was shit but knowing you guys kindda made it a little better...

Some of the gal DMATters (Audrey, Amanda, Ginny, Rain, ST, Vivian, Chloe, Serene, etc), you guys brighten up my life.

To the guys also, you guys made me realised that not all guys are bad =)... Special thaks to those who pushed me and supportted me when I needed it.

Min Ru taught me that sometimes when you think that you really understand someone, think again and search again, cause you probably don't...

Felix, who also set a standard and helped me realise what I want. That made me able to define a standard that I want from my bf so that I won't go into relationships that doesn't go the way I want to... And it's thanks to him that I met my baby now. =)



All the others that I've yet to thank, it's either I forgot or I still haven done it.
You can tag me to remind me about it =)...

Funny...

Today's quite funny for a change.
And I seem brighter today...
i seem to understand and do what spicer is talking abt during midi though I've not been in midi class for a very very long time...
I just can't help skipping it...
Kim commented that I was finally here...

Today's really funny...
But the funny thing is that I can't remember what's funny...

I think it's BUMS...
Before BUMS, we are all gathered in the class talking about bums...
We always get questions like "do you have BUMS today?"
We usually reply, "we always have our bums..."

We talked about managment contracts today...
Mandy came in late and by right, will owe everyone in class $6 judging from the time she came in...
Jimmy gave her a really good discount - $1 each...
Which is $17 to the class fund...
He asked me (the class rep) to collect...
Do anyone thing that I will be able to get money out from her?
Especially when she gave me a very big hug after that and look at me with puppy eyes saying "Pearlin, you are a very good class rep right? You are very good to me."
Say bye to $17 class... ...

Oh, I remember the funny thing now...
When Mandy said that she has no money to give, Jimmy said "I don't care if you go prostitute yourself, you still have to pay the $17."
The whole class was shocked lah...
Jimmy always have stuns...

Am very tired today.
No idea why.
Didn't go for ren cai ban today again.
Can't do my presentation in time...

Saw Felix today...
Many commented that he looked 30+... haas...
Especially when he had the golden chain on his neck...
Damn funny (i mean the way mandy said it)...

Ask Rain to help me record my song yesterday during REMT.
Thanks so much Rain!
And thanks Xiang Yi for letting me use the studio time.
Hope you completed what I planned to do yesterday.

Going to help Amanda and Audrey record their DVPT later.
Think it'll end up really funny.
You can always expect lots of crazy stuffs with both of them around.

I went to the Moberly karaoke room with them for two hours yesterday and it was so funny.
They practically played like primary school kids.
Haas.
Thay chased all my troubles away.

Sly's now sleeping beside me while I blog in the library.
Might me going with Mandy and Audy to watch "transfomers" later.
Mandy said I promised yesterday to watch.
Hope it wouldn't end too late.
Thankfully MUST was cancelled today.

Went over to give his mum a facial today.
Was very glad that she like Melilea's products and is very encouraging of him being in the business.

George Teo asked today who is happy of his or her life.
We put up our hands.
I am painting a very nice picture of my future.
And I love the way my life is going now.
I am glad he is too =)

Now I finally realise what's needed in a good relationship.
100% from both sides.
Accepting and RATHER THAN accomodating.
Love is to accept everything of your partner.
And NOT requesting them to change.
A good partner will also know what u want and try to change yourself to his/her liking.
Love will lead to commitment and responsibility. (George Teo)