My thanks for 2008.

It's coming to the end of 2008 and I have a few special people to thank for helping me pull through this year. Without them, I won't know where I'll be right now (probably pretty screwed up). It's very long, so you can choose not to read it.

Thank you Ginny, for supporting me through whatever I wanna do. You are a great listener despite all my rantings. Your support brought me through a lot of things.

Thank you Audrey, for always being my friend, no matter how I am.

Thank you Chloe, for passing me some of your happiness and cheerful spirit!

Thank you Evan, for being there, whether you are in good temper or not. :P

Thank you Felix, for dropping by my phone whenever I need someone to flare up at... And thank you for showing me the blatant and painful truth every time. Can't you let me live in my own world sometimes? Haha... You've been a great source of destress.

Thank you Pei Ling, for pulling through the camp with me, no matter what the end result will be.

Thank you Jimmy, for tolerating the shit that I've given you due to my project. Thank you for helping me so much.

Thank you Pei Zhen for being closer to me now. It's another burden off my shoulders and being closer to my sister means a lot to me! Blood is still thicker than water.

Of course, not forgetting general thanks to everyone else.

Thank you DMAT lecturers for helping me whenever you can. Your care and concerns for me can be deeply felt.

Thank you 'DMAT the 2nd' for all the fun times they have given me this year. Being in class can be very stress-relieving with all the jokes going around. I love all the self-proclaimed "tea breaks" too! :)... For those of you who helped me in my work, thank you too! I know who you are, but if I write it out, the list will be too long.. Haha...

Thank you to all my other relatives and friends who cared and stayed by me this year. I know I dun really show concern to you guys often. So, thank you for being my friend. =)

Lastly, thank you baby, for standing by me no matter how much I've changed or how cold I am to you sometimes. Your love and support means a lot to me. Thank you for taking care of me even when you aren't feeling good yourself. Thank you for putting me above everything else.

Ok, as usual, time to stress and motivate myself. =(


Deadlines

2 Jan - Arranging (Close to you)
8 Jan - Songwriting (Changes)
14 Jan - MUMI (Mother's Day clip)
28 Jan - Arranging (large ensemble)
4 Feb - MUMI (collaboration with DDM)
6 Feb - REMT surround sound
11 Feb - POD final submission


Ok, I am feeling stressed now... *biting my nails*

No, I'm not going to forgive you and give way to you till you say sorry... The world doesn't revolve around you, and you have to be responsible for your actions.

Absolutely no mood in doing any work... My eyes hurt badly and I find it hard to keep it open... I wonder how I can bite through this all and survive in the end... But I know, somehow or rather, I will make it through... Just not with flying colours...

Everything's driving me mad other than friends - family, sch, relationships, work, etc.

I wanna break free...

It scares me to know how much you check on me when I thought I had all the freedom in the world. It's too much of a coincidence for it to be true... It's not like it's the first few sms, it's way back...

It scares me, scares me so much that you are posessive in your own way... You sort of give me freedom, but controls in from behind... It's so scary that my I'm having goosebumps while writing this.

Your face shows no weird emotion even when you are investigating me... You can still smile at me when I ask you what's wrong... I can't tell at all... And this is freakingly scary... Like I've kept a time-bomb close beside me...

And yes, this is driving me mad... It's not anyone, but you... The one I held so dear...

The song "t-shirt" is stuck in my head again...

Ah... I need a break! Year 3 life is emotionally stressful... LOL...

Everytime I just feel like I'm on the verge of breaking down any moment and then I don't... LOL... so tiring man... Thank goodness there are friends beside me to lean on when I'm tired and cheer me up with jokes when I'm not in a good mood.

Now that 2008 is coming to an end soon, I wanna thank all the people that made a difference in my life this year. Everyone who have given me every little support, even if it's in the form of an sms or a pat on the shoulder. Thank you :)