Chatted with Dion about some stuffs today...
Didn't noe who to talk to abt it and was afraid of how ppl will look at me if I said it out...
But well, I managed to tell here and I feel tons better now...
Thanks Dion... And I hope you feel better too!

No, I am not cheap...
Neither am I a bitch or a slut...
I love myself even if nobody does...
Haha...
But I noe tt my frens love me!!! haha

Met Medwin on the way to sch...
I feel so short standing next to him without heels sia...
Felt like standing next to a big brother...
So safe and secure... LOL...

Now Grace's going thru our tutorial questions but no one seems to be listening sia...
And that includes me! LOL...
Sorry Grace... But I still love you! haha...

Grace showed us an animation of the vibration of our vocal cords...
But, it looked like porn...
Haha... Looked like a pussy... LOL...

Having tuition with Fabian tonight...
Hopefully he did his homework...
If not, I think I've to punish him le...
This cant go on like that...

I am trying to keep myself busy to take my mind off him...
LOL... But I am thinking of him now...
I am so useless...

Saw him at the foodcourt during lunch break just now...
Cant stop myself looking at him...
Even Dion realised...
She blocked me from looking at him when I am standing up to leave...
A little sad lah...
Cant even take a last look at him...

I am making it seem like I am dying today...
LOL...
But who really noes?
It really might happen...
Thta's why I treasure every moment with my frens and family members...
So there aren't many parts of my life that I regretted...
But his was one...