Tuedays blues

I dunno why...
Normally everyone will talk about monday blues..
But i was happy yesterday...
I am having tueday blues instead...

Dunno why, but I am feeling very down..
I feel so lonely, as if the whole world is only me, myself and I...

Bf's at a function...
Sister not at home...
Call her to ask her where she is also nv ans...
I am worried...
Then felling very stressed from school work and the amount of housework I have to complete b4 my mum's back from China...

This sucks...
This seriously sucks...
On top of that, I am hearing that my bf is a playboy...
Oh god..
I am feeling so bad...
I trust him, but with all these going on, I am worried too...
Don't wanna get hurt in anyway...

Now it's just me in front of my hse com..
With no one at home...
No one to accompany me...

Wanna do some work but feeling too down to do anything at all...
I want my mama!
I miss her..
I seriously do...
Haven't seen her for 5 days le...
She's the one that loves me most!
NO ONE, absolutely NO ONE loves me more than she does...