The best way to take a photo with the groom and the bride! Hahax... We're soooo smart!

A photo of the gals together with TZ (the groom), it's a pity the bride wasn't there yet... We wanted to take a photo with both of them de...

This was our group photo!

Hehe... This was taken with si hui on Fu Qin TZ's wedding dinner on the 25/3/2006... I look so fat horx... I really had fun that night!

It's now raining heavily outside... I can't help but stare out of the window... I've got the sudden urge to drench myself in this heavy rain... I have no idea why, but I just love getting drenched... It feels great to let the rain run down my whole body... It feels as if all my troubles and unhappy memories could be washed away by the rain... WPL, in this kind of weather, I really can't help thinking of you. How I wished you can be here beside me now and share your body warmth with me...

I was watching a Korean VCD serial just now... And there's this phrase that really hit me... “ Love with courage. Love like you've never been hurt before.” Yes, I am going to love like I've never been hurt before... I'm going to love WPL with everything I've got... I'm not going to fear the feeling of getting hurt... I'm going to be the confident me that I was once! So WPL, I won't give up worx...

Just now I don't know why, some words just got stucked in my head... Here it goes...

It's Not too Late, I Hope
by Pearlin Koh

It's only know that I know
How important you are to me
I was too young to understand then
I was too young to know what's love
We've broken up and gone our own way now
But I hope it's not too late

I love you
I miss you
I need you
Thinking of you day and night
The happy moments we had before
The times we spent together

Now, I can only look at you from afar
It hurts everytime I see you
But yet, I want to
I wish time could be turned back
I want to be together with you again
It's still not too late, I hope

Waoh... I haven blog for quite sometime le... Busy, busy, busy... I've just completed my job of being a liason officer for the China national swimming team in the 2006 Milo Asia Swimming Competitions... They are so great man - took away most of the medals! Wanna take a look at some of the photos I've taken during the competitions period? Check it out at http://blur_blue_baby.blogs.friendster.com/photos/milo_asia_swimming_compet/... They've got great bodies man!

Anyway, poly life is starting soon... I wonder what it'll be like? Will it be full of laughter and fun? I hope so... And I'm going to make tons of friends! Yeah! Hahax... My life has been enriching and I hope it will continue to be so! Hahax... I am not as dependent on people now and I don't feel lonely as often as the past... I'm so happy for myself... On top of that, I can now control my thoughts. I no longer think of WPL the whole day - wondering where he is, what he is doing, who is he with, etc... But sometimes I'll allow myself to think of him, just not too often... If I think of him too often, it'll become a habit and I'll start to stick to him... I don't think he will like me to msg him or call him too often bahx - I'm not his gf at all... But of course I hope that they will be a day whereby he will be waiting for my call or msg to brighten up his day! Hahax... But for now I think I better control myself or I might piss him off and he'll really disappear for good... Hahax...

Think I'll just write till here for now... =D... Smile*